The holidays aren’t for everyone. There are thousands of people who do not feel the same warm feelings of a Christmas celebration. Sometimes it can become overwhelming for many people for whatever reason. Perhaps there are people, families that are unable to financially enjoy the holidays as they wish with their children and or family. This year of 2020 has taken drastic tolls on many families. It has left millions without the abilities to provide for themselves and or their children.
The current downfall of the
economy isn’t the only reason many are hurting. Some people who suffer from
depression also take the holidays extremely hard. Sometimes depression is
hidden behind the most beautiful smiles. The pain is so unbearable many times
it leads to the thoughts of ending it all.
Life is crazy; it has its ups and
downs. We all must deal with it in every way possible. Sometimes the people you
want to reach out to are in fact the people you’re trying NOT to hurt. So yes
it doesn’t help when you’re suffering. It feels like no is or can be there.
This is when you must fight harder. Emotional pain is a heavy burden to carry
alone. Unfortunately it ends up in tragedies.
At those moments when you’re
feeling so down; sometimes someone’s words can make a difference. One person’s
caring words can change your mind from ending it all. You just never know
whenever you decide to pick up the phone to call that person; you just may have
saved them. You may have stopped someone from jumping off a balcony, or taking
a bottle sleeping pills or hanging themselves.
No one ever knows or understands
the toll depression has on you until it's too late. When
someone who has been through it and managed it through their life. There will
be days where it is unnoticeable because it’s hidden behind a smile. How can
you tell? You can’t; which is why family and friends are shocked when the
despair took over and their life was ended. It takes a lot for a person with
depression to pick up that phone and ask for help. It’s more painful knowing
you’re inflicting more pain on all those who love you. This is why suicide
seems to be the answer. You’re free. You’re free from the endless racing
thoughts in your head. You’re free from all feelings of worthlessness. No one
will understand this except the person suffering. It is not a cop out. It is
not a way of acting on impulses. It is a relief. You’re no longer in pain and
are no longer hurting others. You don’t worry about being a bad parent, sibling
or spouse. They no longer have to live with your struggles. You’re no longer
anyone’s burden.
So, I ask you world. PLEASE BE MINDFUL to all those who are not celebrating these holidays. Stop, and really look at someone who is hiding their pain. They may tell you “I love you” when deep inside they’re saying “please hear me”.
This is me expressing myself today by saying
all of this to hopefully reach out to people who are struggling, suffering as I have been the past 2 days and this very moment.
I Love You All... Today, Tomorrow and Always... )0(
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