Hello internet world, readers & followers: I apologize for not blogging as often as I was before. I will try to be more consistent. It is hard at times when you have so much going on in your life. I know that with my first book being out there (many who have read it) already know much of my life. Well, when I blog I write what I am feeling, going through or have gone through however there will be certain things I cannot say.
Creating this blog 4 years ago has given me so much (stress relief) let's call it. I never believed how much people would relate to my writings. When you lock up your emotions they tend to eat you up inside slowly. Writing helps me release the anxieties, the hurt, the love, the joy, the frustration & of course my imagination & knowledge all of life. Writing for me is the same way a musician creates music, a professional dancer dances, an artist paints. We all have a hidden talent in us which allows us to be who we are. Take the time to find what yours is and use it.
I've been in a rut lately due to writer's block when it comes to my relationship articles. I am very well aware of the fact that it's my job as a writer but it kind of irritates me that the same questions are always asked of me. "What should I do; he's cheating on me?' In a very professional way it is hard to write in 400 words what I really would like to say & tell them to "fuck off" anyone who cheats repeatedly will always cheat. That is being more realistic but people don't want to hear that, they want explanations & answers so they can feel that the cheating is justifiable. Go figure.
So I will do my best to go meet my deadlines today and take my meds. I hadn't been feeling well the past few days and have a viral infection in my blood. It was causing me to feel lightheaded & pass out a few times & sleeping excessively. Seriously who the hell sleeps 16 hours? Me that's who. Well today is a new day and with the meds I began yesterday I am awake this morning, drinking my coffee & blogging for y'all. Hopefully I won't fall asleep and write my articles by the end of today. I keep telling myself; Every storm is followed by a rainbow; hang in there your's is on it's way.
You know it's kind of funny how life works out. Someone asked me through my column. If my blog page is a continuance from my book? I was kind of surprised at that question and can honestly say; well in some ways I guess it can be because it's brought me to where & who I am today... So thank you for allowing me to see that also...
Till next time.............. )0(
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