Won't stop believing in me

If you've read any of my blogs. I write to vent, I've gone through a lot this past year and at times was at the verge of losing my faith then realized it's what keeps me holding on. I've learned a lot through peoples words and ways. All said to me is TOTALLY appreciated. I am not good at speaking publically to people (somehow get tongue twisted and lose focus of what I really want to say). I guess that is why I always choose to write it out. It's always been my way.

 

I can't help but think that sometimes readers become bored with my blogs or posts & whatnots if it's not ranked in the top ten or hundred for that matter. Well, at least I know I blog to keep my sanity. I have been so consumed with other issues, worries, happiness, etc that I've just completely became lazy in writing. I kind of lost my way; until now.

 

There is so much to say about everything in life and I don't even know where to start. I made the first step. I began with one sentence and here I am. A few hours ago I published my article (wich I hadn't done in over 3 weeks). I had it sitting in there in my folder, just didn't have the urge to publish it. Go figure. I kind of lost a little of the positive side to things in life that made me feel like people actually read blogs & articles. I mean I'm sure they do but it seems as if the more negative and bashing, bitching, gossipping the blogs are the more popular they become. What the hell is the world coming too? Whatever. I'm not going to fall into that group of doing so. I write what I feel at the precise moment and I tell it straight from the heart. I may have a typo here or there, that just goes to show you that I'm not perfect and no one is. I am extemely passionate when it comes to writing. I enjoy pouring out my soul and take the criticizm along with the support. I will continue to write straight from my heart. (That is always my best work)

 

So with all this said I will get back on track with my writing and "won't stop believing in me" that everything happens for a reason and this is what I'm suppose to do..

Neena44......... )0(