Exactly what the title says is how I'm feeling and since I don't want to go to jail for physically attacking someone out of anger. I chose just to rant & rave the best way I know how. So, here I am.
I am extremely overwhelmed with many issues in my life and simply came to the conclusion that LIFE IS LIFE. (Thinking of someone with those words) Life has it's ups & downs. It has it's great moments as well as the bad. It's what we learn from it (if we do at all) that makes us stronger; with that said I must be the strongest bitch alive. lol
There have been many times that I thought that someone had put a hex on me; for me to be inflicted & surrounded by so much negative energy. I know that kind of magic only exists in the ill minded people who believe in such however after looking carefully at all the "Ruts" I can't get out of made me think twice then reality kicked in! I simply accepted "Everything happens for a reason". So, eventually I will come to understand some things in life & accept that I will never on others.
I have had enough of my shares with horrible landlords. I've had slumlords, corrupt landlords, and one great landlord. She sold the building I live in 8 months ago & now I am stuck with a RUDE & STUPID landlord. I have lived in the same apartment for 7 years & never have I ever dealt with such stupidity, apparently I'm not allowed use of the backyard because it pertains to the tenant's on the first floor (which btw are related to landlord), they have increased my rent by $100 & was asked to document verify that my "diva chihuahua" is updated on shots. Oh and get this; It's just me and my fiance in the apartment and was told to keep my garbage bags to a limit??? I throw out the garbage like once every other day. There are at least 7 people living downstairs and I'm being attacked about garbage bags? Not too mention several other matters she claimed they were not happy with (apparently I'm being watched and gossiped about) WTH I don't do anything but work at writing in the privacy of my own home. I know my tenant rights and have asked more questions to the appropriate people. Let's put it this way. I have a SIGNIFICANT plan to change things as soon as possible, that's all I can say for now on that.
As far as the rest of my ranting. Let's jsut say F U to one of my favorite department stores. I couldn't believe the question I was asked while filling out their online application. "Are you over the age of 40?" Since when the hell does that matter? Are department stores only hiring under 40 ? I was speechless.
Last but not least, why and when will the battle of price shifting at grocery stores come to an end? Bad enough the dam economy is horrible why jack up the prices when it's the beginning of the month? DUH we all know why but for those people receiving it is not fair because stores know this and increase the food prices practically triple from what they normally are any other time of the month. Go Figure, everbody tries to screw everybody in one way or another.
With all this said. I still remain hopeful, as angry I get I still believe that eveyone can learn from life and I will keep my faith that everything will get better because all of this is daily bullshit; and the only thing that really matters is I WAKE UP EVERYDAY to continue in this corrupt world.
Neena44.......................... )0(
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