Tired of BS

I'm really looking forward to this Mercury Retrograde ending soon. I'm so tired of the BS. This month has been such a rollercoaster, with so many ups and downs. Dealing with everyone's issues all day can get pretty overwhelming, you know? The funny thing is, I tend to keep my stress inside and don't really show it, but eventually I just have to let it out, which is why I end up writing about everything. 

Yesterday really was the icing on the cake. I wish people wouldn’t stretch the truth about what they can and can’t do. Actions definitely speak louder than words, don’t they? I’m not a fan of being made the scapegoat, it leaves me feeling guilty and a bit sad. I also find it upsetting when my help isn’t appreciated or respected when I offer it. If you don’t agree with the answers I give, then why ask in the first place?

I'm really struggling to understand people lately. It feels like I've lost faith that there are genuinely honest folks out there. These days, it seems like everyone is just focused on getting what they want. This month has been a real rollercoaster for me. Usually, I can take almost anything, but yesterday really overwhelmed me. I came home and just couldn’t hold it in, had a bit of a breakdown. I needed to let it all out, so I yelled, screamed, and cried. But then I took a deep breath, wiped my tears away, and today I’m starting fresh by writing and taking on a new day!

I'm not really sure what tomorrow or the days ahead have in store, but I’m choosing to stay hopeful and trust my instincts about people and situations. I believe that if I follow my heart, things tend to work out. I’ve realized I can’t let others’ mistakes weigh on me, that’s on them, not me. I’m learning to let go of that burden and keep moving forward with a positive outlook.

Whenever I go through moments like this, I used to turn to my diva Zsazsa to vent and share my feelings. Since she's no longer here with me, I find comfort in doing what I love, writing everything out. It really helps me release my emotions and move forward. So, with all that said, I just want to thank you for taking the time to listen and be here. I promise to keep my spirits high and keep praying for brighter days today, tomorrow, and always.

Til Next Time.. )0(