Thank you to all my readers, friends and family. My grief has lessen since the passing of my beloved Zsazsa. The past 3 months have been extremely difficult. I have not wanted to do anything but drown myself in work to fill the emptiness in my heart. I thought that was the best solution for me at that time. I was definitely wrong.
I’ve been utterly burnt out, completely drained by the weight of life’s struggles. I feel overwhelmed in every way emotionally, physically, mentally, and financially. My body is in intense pain, and yet, every morning I wake up knowing I have no choice but to keep fighting. There are days when I feel like I can't go on, and other days when I find a flicker of hope. To everyone who lifts me up when I feel like I’m drowning. I cannot thank you enough. Your love, your support, your kindness, they’re the light in my darkest moments. To all my thousands of followers, dear friends, and family I am endlessly grateful for each and every one of you.
The fact that I have no family here in Vegas with me has deeply wounded my soul. The absence of their physical presence leaves an overwhelming emptiness in my heart. It is a loneliness that words can scarcely capture. I cherish the phone calls, the brief moments of connection, but they can never replace the warmth and comfort of being surrounded by my loved ones. It breaks me apart every time I see others with their families, their loved ones close by, filling their lives with joy and support, while I am left here feeling so isolated, so longing for that familiar comfort. All I have is my husband, and though he's my anchor, the ache of missing my family cuts so painfully deep inside.
As you can see, writing is my true voice, my soul’s loudest cry. After so much time lost in doubt and silence, I’ve finally rediscovered the passion that makes my heart beat faster; doing what I love with every fiber of my being. It’s not just words on paper; it’s my lifeline, a powerful release for my deepest emotions. When I write, I find peace, clarity, and a renewed sense of purpose. It’s more than a hobby. it’s the essence of who I am and what keeps me alive.
Having shared all of this, I eagerly look forward to pouring my heart into shaping more articles and blogs, to craft new and exhilarating stories that will inspire and resonate with each of you. Your time, your love, and your unwavering support mean the world to me, truly, from the depths of my soul, thank you for being part of this journey. I love you all...
Till Tomorrow. )0(
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