It's a crazy world

The past 2 days have been so incredibly deranged I'm not sure what to think of people, places or things. Let me start off by saying I am very well aware that social media is not safe; no matter what security settings you have on. We are ALL at risk for hackers, haters and stalkers.

I logged into my facebook only to open a message from a seriously disturbed unknown individual who had the audacity to send me a photo of him pleasuring himself to MY PHOTO! with a message saying "This is the best relationship I'll ever have". I immediately reported him and blocked him; but not before showing my husband. He demanded I close my account for my safety, so I did. (temporarily)

We spoke the whole night about the ordeal and I was somewhat frightened about the whole thing (due to the disturbed saying he knew my whereabouts) but then waking up this morning I strongly believe I CANNOT LIVE IN FEAR. I've been through that phase in my life. There used to be a time I once walked around carrying a concealed weapon (yes I'm aware I'm admitting this through internet) for a long time because I lived in fear from something that happened to me many years ago. I REFUSE to live like that again. I cannot go through life wondering if someone is ready to attack me. IT'S NOT HEALTHY. You lose a huge part of yourself when you live such way. I will not give this person any power by inflicting fear in me. I know you probably think that's crazy way of thinking but for my own sanity I am sure it's what I need to do. Besides I am highly shadowed by my husband, entire family and amazing friends (should I be out in public).

So, with all this said and done my husband understands & respects how I feel and he will be monitoring my safety through all my social media. He also created a facebook page for me in which I will continue to use for all my business endeavors. As far as my personal profile it is now more secure than a treasure chest and is for family & friends only. All my emails are now encrypted with security certificates. Oh and btw Yes we did TRY to file a police report and would love send a serious & special "Thank you" from the bottom of my ASS to CPD for serving and protecting me. Title of this blog was there response to me: It's a crazy world.

Tomorrow is a new day & I will be here writing for y'all. Thanks for allowing me to vent.. )0(