Back in the Game

I wish I can have a clone of me. I always seem to be everywhere doing everything except what I enjoy doing the most; writing or should I say venting. lol.  I am always trying to make sure everyone else is taken care of, have what they need, that I forget to take care of myself in the process.

 

My last blog I wrote I would just do for me and somehow didn't end up doing it until recently. So much drama (that I really choose not to be a part of) always comes to my direction. It's like I have a magnet stuck to my forehead that says "Hey let's stick to her." Well, ENOUGH! I am human and I hurt & bleed just like any other in the world.

 

After everything that I have been put through the past few weeks/months I cut all ties with all the negativity in that surrounding & people. I took a leave of absence from my job to take care of my fiancé who has a hernia and will be going into surgery this coming Monday. Yes, he will be the only person I will be caring for. Once he is back up on his feet I will return to my daily job. (If it's still available).

 

During this time I'm off I have been taking my meds, still exercising and trying to relax (although somehow its a little difficult; too boring, too quiet except playing with my chihuahua). So here I am back in the game at writing.

 

Lots of time we get distracted with all other shit that goes on in our lives that we lose focus of what makes us happy and totally throw it out the window. It becomes a routine of forgetting about you. Well, NOT any longer, I love to write, even when at times I don't make sense, write my relationship articles, edit my books or simply vent. It feels fucking great to do so.

 

With that said, keep in mind what you love to do and makes you the happiest and GO OUT & DO IT !!! 

 

Back in the game................................. Neena44 )0(