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So, I'm extremely happy (well, somewhat) at the fact that I made the right choice by leaving the job I had.  I know how hard it is these days to find employment but I would also like to receive a paycheck when due. Yes, he still owes me another 3 weeks. I was smart and made copies of my timecards. It is unfortunate that it came down to this; but whatever I am all TOO familiar with bogus employers who take advantage of rates, hours, employees just to save a few dollars for themselves.

 

So, back to the drawing board. I will begin my search once again; however I have only found 2 postings that have caught my attention. This time around I will look at positions I never thought were for me, knowing now that I am capable of performing the duties and will not look into areas in my neighborhood where I know the pay is horrible.

 

So, besides all the employment issues I was having. I spent the weekend celebrating my BFF pre-birthday celebration and it was literally the most fun I have had in awhile. I was laughing & giggling all that I could. (Deep inside I was hiding my hair loss emotional pain & decided I would just dance & laugh the night away.) It was a hell of a night, perhaps a little too much fun where as my BFF said her liver hurts. I responded with "Ditto" so alcohol may not be part of my future for awhile.

 

So, last week after finally getting over the flu with a bronchial infection. A few days later I was given the Flu shot and now I am sick as a dog AGAIN !!! WTH. I literally have no energy, a slight fever, stuffy, runny nose and SUPER sore throat, it hurts to speak. :(  No worries, I'm a trooper and will get over it; just sucks I feel like I've been sick for a month. Oh well, extra vitamin c. :)

 

So, I had asked my partner to turn off the television to have a conversation where I wanted his undivided attention. So, I told him of my concern and opened up to him a part of my insecurites. I got not response. Was that something I shouldn't have done? Oh well I felt I had to explain to him of what was going on inside my head and heart. For me this was a good thing.

 

So, after a long week & weekend I have only seen of myself that I am a trooper, stand up for what's right and what I believe should be fair. I will eventually find the right place to work (if that is even possible), all I know is that I will not have ANYONE take advantage of me in any shape or form.

 

So, till tomorrow...........................................................................)0(