Back to Life

After several months of chaotic events in my life I received some good news two days ago and I'm looking forward to tomorrow with a new beginning. Sometimes a little inspiration can help in so many ways. There are times I get a little stuck into the "Oh no" syndrome. I can't see passed the clouds. I quickly do everything I can to get back on track & back to life.

 

For over a month I felt alone & lost as if no one can understand what I was feeling because I couldn't tell anyone of what I am going through. There are certain things I just keep to myself; but I was hurting myself by doing so. I have been treated so poorly, attacked verbally, physically not well and left standing alone with no one to "protect me or stand up for me" (Not that I need someone too; but the support would be appreciated) especially by the ones that claim they love you.

 

I have said it a thousand times & will continue to say it. I am human, have a heart & hurt just as much as anyone else. I am NOT PERFECT, NOR MADE OF STEEL.

 

I normally can care less whether people like me or not. The only opinion of myself that matters in the end is mine; however the past few weeks have really been hard on me. I can only do so much to keep those particular individuals at a distance. I cannot control (nor would I choose to) their opinions of me or what comes out of their mouths. Everyone is entitled have their own opinion. I BELIEVE IN ME & WHAT DOESN'T KILL ME MAKES ME STRONGER.

 

I had an epiphany this weekend & the saying "Everything happens for a reason" has hit me in more ways than anyone can possibly imagine. One thing that happened hurt me so bad but also sent a chain reaction towards my future in a very positive way.

 

I look forward to waking up tomorrow and begin my way "Back to Life."

 

Till Tomorrow...................................... Neena44