This whole week has been so uplifting for me in more ways than anyone can possibly imagine. I returned to work despite all the obstacles that came in my path; and this time I am the one with the authority. It even sounds funny when I say it because I feel I have "authority" in many aspects of my life right now, all by letting go of many things, people & emotions. As selfish as it may sound (to those who don't know me personally) I am taking care of my needs, wants, goals & dreams FIRST!
At first I was a tad skeptical with the offer that was presented to me; however after careful thinking of the many companies I have worked for; led me to change my view & say "I GOT THIS". If I can sit here day after day writing about relationships, writing my novels, fighting an illness & continue blogging. I most certaintly can do ANYTHING my mind wants it too. IT'S MY TURN.
On a personal note; my feelings DO MATTER & are ALSO valid just as my significant other has; and that does or should not give that person the right to treat me cruel. One minute hot and the next minute cold. I have said & shown all that CAN be done on that part of my life and will NO longer continue to "Kiss ass or make a FOOL of myself." I'm done. I'ts my turn now for me to feel reciprocation mentally & physically.
There is that saying (which I thought I would never follow) "Reject & Neglect; Someone else WILL NOT object." I have been accused & insulted of many things; just now perhaps I may act on them. Not because I'm tired of being "labeled" for it but because now I feel I am worthy of MORE hence my uplifting week... :)
This may sound like a nonsense blog to many but those who know me will understand... It's my turn now...Till Tomorrow..................................... Neena44 )0(
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