What matters...

It has been a little over 2 months since I have been able to blog. That is so not like me at all. I have kept in mind all that I have been doing and going through during that time. Yet somehow seemed to have lost focus on what gets me through it all; my writing.

Every now and then I do get distracted from things that may seem pointless to some and the world to others. Well, unfortunately I let it happen to me.again. I found myself becoming seriously stressed with so many issues that were going on with me and instead of blogging or venting (as I initially named this blog page). I chose to forget all what I was about.

I found myself trying to do other tasks to help others succeed with their projects. I guess I never really looked at it as a way of it becoming a problem. I just wanted to help. Well, when your efforts are not appreciated and always critiqued then what is the point of helping? Most of the times I never say NO. I believe this is my problem. I've learned my lesson. I will not take on anything that is not in my nature to do so. It's difficult to handle sometimes but my mind will have better ease in not doing so.

The time now is for me to continue doing me; which I haven't been doing so in awhile. I will blog, write, vent and continue on with my articles and books. If it is at eleven p.m. or five a.m. I will be back doing my thing. I will not lose my focus on the things that matter to me the most; my writing.

So hear I am... Till tomorrow..