Little bit of Everything

9:10 A.M I've hit the "Writer's Block" phase. I have literally gone blank when it comes to writing a new story for my next book since the 2nd one is done. I thought about continuing the story of the 2nd; hmm, don't want to fall into the "copycat" of trilogy series. So, I sit here wondering what the hell I can either create in my head or write about some truth (but of what?).  This was the first part of my morning.

 

9:22 A.M. I then listened to several phone calls from family members, all talking to me and I find that my mind is like in a thousand different places & I had to end the conversation abruptly. What is wrong with me? I feel like a have so many things to say and nothing is coming out. Is this writer's block or a mental breakdown? lol

 

10:00 A.M As I sat here at my desk I was listening to the news (yes, something I always do as I'm typing) when I heard a disturbing story of a young boy who responded to a craigslist ad (yes he's gay) and he met up with a person (who posed as a young man himself) & turned out to be a grown man who ended up assaulting the boy, the boy told his parents, etc and the man has been arrested. SERIOUSLY??? Wth is the world coming too? How SICK are people that pose as opposite of what they are to ATTACK the innocent & naive? My diva Chihuaha stepped on the control and the channel went to the Steve Wilkos show & all I heard was "you molested my daughter, **!! you're a pig," but then was asked if she felt that way WHY did she have a threesome with her boyfriend and her daughter? SICK PEOPLE ! Even more disturbing to know the mother knew of this before.. WHAT KIND OF MOTHER knows her child is being hurt and stays quiet???? This I will NEVER, EVER UNDERSTAND.

 

10:45 A.M. Next part of my morning, was reading peoples updates, comments on facebook (yes, I'm part of that social network) and it simply urked me at how some people are "PROUD to be Mexican-American, Polish-American, Puerto Rican-American, Etc and yet DONT know how to speak the language they're so proud to be representing. WTH is that all about? If you did or didn't have the opportunity to be taught your native language but yet are proud of it; Why not take the time to learn something that you're so proud to be?  In case you're wondering, yes I am American, born in the U.S. from parents who are also from the U.S, one being half African-American. So, yes my skin color is very pale, I speak English & Spanish & know of my African American heritage as well...

 

11:15 A.M. The next few hours were cathing up on emails & comments that are left on previous blogs I have written. I clicked on the persons website to thank them for their support, and as I did, that particular website was NOT what it claimed to be. The web address leads you to another blog page with the bloggers name mentioned in the blog labeled. "Why my anus itches? & is a recipe for Salmon???? Beware. So I look into my spam box and they're they were all those comments from that one person who is now blocked from my page. Kind of making sense why I was having virus issues last week. Oh well, done.

 

12:15 P.M  Brunch, well somewhat, 2 scrambled eggs and less than a quarter piece of steak. Not so much a meat person, Zsa Zsa enjoyed the rest of it..

 

12:45 PM. Looking in the mirror and became very emotional, only some will understand why when I say this, the rest of you will soon see why.

 

12:55 PM. Going to log off, run a scan on my laptop since it's freezing once again, maybe during this time I can think of new storyline for new book...

 

1:00 PM. Little bit of everything from my morning.............................. Neena44