Just don't understand

I've been wondering so much this past weekend on why "Some people dislike me so much"?  I have always been a person that just doesn't give a rat's ass at people's opinions of me, what I wear, how I am or write. I am me just a simple plain jane with a way of voicing out my emotions.  Does this make you hate me?

 

I have gone through so many issues in my life, past & present where there have been nothing but hateful, vendictive, jealous, crazy, (you name it I've seen it) people who try to bring my reputation, lifestyle & happiness down. WHY? Do you want what I have? Do you want me & can't have me so try to destroy me?  For years I have wondered this and will NEVER UNDERSTAND.  How can people be so evil & malicious?

 

For whatever reasons those of you have or had; I can only wish the best for you. A part of me who I was in the past would have reacted differently and attack physically back; however I like to believe that I have changed and matured in not behaving in such ways. All I can say is that all the time & effort that is spend on trying to deface me & my life should be spent on cleaning up yours.

 

I will not lose hope in people. I still have faith that there are some decent human beings in the world. I simply have accepted that no matter what there are and always will be some individuals who just don't like anything about me. I will never understand but will always continue to ignore the stupidity of it all.

 

I will pray that it is remembered. I am not perfect nor made of steel. I hurt & bleed like every other. Hate me, Love me; I'm simply me........................... Neena44  )0(