You haunt me while I sleep; your memory torments me through the day. I thought I left you in my past where you belong. Why now I ask? I do not want to remember you or your ugly ways. You would always belittle me and go off with every stray. Why now I ask? Your ego was bigger than most, your ignorance left you standing alone. I loved you with all that was in me, you took what you wanted and did it so freely. I forgave you when you lied; you hurt me & always left me to cry. Why now I ask?
So much time has passed, not a second thought I have given you. Last night and today your memory has filled my head, but not once will you touch my heart. I will not give you that control of me you held for so long. Today I am new woman with her head held high& strong. You were a significant part of my life at once; all you did was tear me down. My past with you is it where it belongs, I have moved forward and found true love. I do not care if to this day you are still the same as above.
As I lay next to he; who shares his heart, soul & life with me, loves me unconditionally. He will hold me, smile & tell me he loves me even after speaking of my agonizing dreams. I ask “Why now”? He tells me “It’s life’s way of reminding you that is the past and now you have me”….
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